ocean

It's time..

render unto the ocean the things that are of the ocean

fish belongs to the ocean; bird belongs to the sky

backpack (..hehe.. as if!...) and travelling alone.. finally.. bye bye everything..

isshh

'isshh........ she's so lame!! super lame!!'

dream?

Just a random story..

I've been looking for her for few days.. goodness, where is she.. she's not in her room, her house, backyard.. I should be looking harder.. maybe I should go further.. it's so cold outside the house, 3 freaking degress.. or perhaps subzero.. or maybe not.. putting on the thick attire, hat and gloves.. i embark from the house..

Passing by a lot of beautiful parks.. i stand amazed at the beautiful trees and the placid lake.. "move on, u gotta find her.." ok, i draw myself back.. i should get moving.. but where should i start finding? calling instinct.. "go wherever u r comfortable in..." ok, if instinct says so..

The pathway is leading up to a small hill.. maybe she would be there counting the stars.. but it's not night time now.. walking by the ample woods n trees, plants n flowers.. im finally here.. im standing on the grassy blanket of the peak.. the peak is glowing in resplendency, the flowers are beckoning in magnificence.. anyone could easily leave their hustle bustle minds behind, and blend together in this breathtaking sight. looking around apprehensively, i catch a familiar figure. she is there, yes she is there.. lying on the grassy carpet in solitary.. she idlely rests her watery eyes on the starry sky.. i lay down besides her..

She is stagnant, so i break the silence.. "I've been looking for u for days honey.. im very worried.."
Softly.. 'I'm very sorry..'
"Are you here for days already...?"
She nods.

'I'm upset.. i dunno what to do.. mindless and clueless, i'm running away.. i don wan anyone to be unhappy.. i didnt expect to see anyone here not even u..'
'I'm the cause of misery.. but tell me.. how.. how to minimize it..... and i.. i miss...'

"Are u coming back home with me..?"

'I dunno.. i dunno.. i really dunno.....'

It is snowing, now.. suddenly, she pointed out her right hand to a distance.. 'look.. 2 lambs strolling aimlessly on the velvety grass there, being so lame..'

I look.. the picturesque scene of the peak occupies the entire sight, and i could not see a single lamb..

'hey.. there, there is rainbow! snowing and i see rainbow!'

She turns to me and hugs me.. she cries heartily, and she cries everything all out..
'am i dreaming? why am i seeing all the good things altogether? or.. is it the.. end...?....'
'is there anything forever...?'

"I cant tell honey... believe it with ur heart..."
"...i guess... good friends are forever..."

"Are you coming back home with me, now..?"

'Pls.. let me stay here for a while.. let me ponder on what u said.. i'll go back with u once i've gained composure.. don worry..'