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Thanks audrey dear.. for the beautiful quote that I received just at the right time, unexpectedly.. during the cognitive process of slumping down the abyss..

"Have My Care that never breaks,
Have My Smile that never fades,
Have My Words that never hurts,
Have My Friendship that never End"

It brings back my smile.. thanks for being there, i've been too busy that i've neglected u hahaha but do buzz me so that i know u r there ♥ hugss

cyrene

10.04.2010 Bye bye Cyrene.. gonna miss u lotS *hugs* till we meet again ;)
*she always greets us in ym with her sleepy gOOd mOrning, and we'd return a sleepy gOOd aFternOOn*

12.04.2010 Severe headache.. sick leave at home.. >.< rest? no rest? dunno..

13.04.2010 Gloomy weather (raining cats n dogs).. super busy mode at work.. but, a SURPRISE note!!! Cyrene posted her USD to office.. it gave me a broad broad smile seeing her familiar belonging on my keyboard.. *sweet* touching and heart warming.. the weather? ahh.. dont bother dy

why..

issit true that when u r angry, u must say it out loud? cant u be angry and say it's ok? cant u be angry and pretend nothing happened? cant u be angry and jus don bother?

forget about it.. it's stone age, it aint any big thing.. it's jus complicated. jus wanna be alone......

cute.. and sincere..

one could really go no-wrong with this apologetic act.. it really works, it really does.. i actually really LOL-ed when i saw, unexpectedly.. it's really adorable, cute, innocent and most importantly, sincere.. but what is there to apologize when there aint even anything to be sorry about..

01.04.2010

this evening i was coming back to kch from btu.. i dragged my luggage, and hanging on my left shoulder my black handcarry bag..

7.50pm was the flight, i reached airport at 6.50pm.. buying myself some buns from the store.. my mind was so occupied that i aint sure if it's even me.. i dragged my luggage to the 1st floor where the boarding hall was.. applying some energy to uplift the luggage to the scanner conveyer belt.. i walked through the security scan..

officer: may i have ur boarding pass?

without any hesitation at all, i passed to her my IC..

officer: no girl, your boarding pass...

i turned my head up and looked at her in puzzlement..

officer: (she took a sample of boarding pass and showed me) see, this is boarding pass..
me: (innocent yet puzzled) oo? i dont have..
officer: u need to have boarding pass to board the plane

aiks.. i knew that fact..
me: oops.. i forgot to check in at ground floor.. sorry sorry i'll do it now

officer in broad smile: u better be fast, the counter's closing down very soon

i excused myself through the crowd.. took back my luggage and walked down to the ground floor.. another scan to have my luggage stamped so i'd get to check in the luggage..

officer: i tot u went up? what happen?

oops.. they noticed.. >.<

me: oo.. i forgot to check in..
officer in broad smile: u better be fast, the counter's closing down very soon

long long queue.. i din take the initiative to count, but i guessed it'd be around 40 humans before me.. after everything's been settled, i embarked to boarding hall at 1st floor (without luggage)..
i saw the officer, i waved to her with the boarding pass and smiled nodding.. she returned my smile amicably..

officer: (looking at my boarding pass) amy.. amy.. next time u gotta remember that u need to check in before u board the plane k..

oops.. so lame =.='''.. i knew that fact.. i jus forgot...

i've got myself an april fooled!

april fool aint fun.. but there aint need to be sorry.. it's jus that some ppl celebrate this occasion, and some dont.. and i jus happen to fall on the latter category.. i didnt even remember wat date is today.. it's really nth wrong.. so no sorry needed at all.. im jus a lame soul that is insusceptible on dates.. jus a lame soul that always goes haywire.. jus a lame soul that is always disoriented.. jus a lame soul that is not steady at times.. jus a lame soul that is jus lame..

it's really nothing wrong.

jus a while later, it's Good Friday, a day to commemorate the suffering and death of God for us. this day is spent in fasting, prayer, repentance, and meditation.. im so so sorry.. that im unable to go to church.. i'll remember this day.. thank u Lord..