cute.. and sincere..

one could really go no-wrong with this apologetic act.. it really works, it really does.. i actually really LOL-ed when i saw, unexpectedly.. it's really adorable, cute, innocent and most importantly, sincere.. but what is there to apologize when there aint even anything to be sorry about..

01.04.2010

this evening i was coming back to kch from btu.. i dragged my luggage, and hanging on my left shoulder my black handcarry bag..

7.50pm was the flight, i reached airport at 6.50pm.. buying myself some buns from the store.. my mind was so occupied that i aint sure if it's even me.. i dragged my luggage to the 1st floor where the boarding hall was.. applying some energy to uplift the luggage to the scanner conveyer belt.. i walked through the security scan..

officer: may i have ur boarding pass?

without any hesitation at all, i passed to her my IC..

officer: no girl, your boarding pass...

i turned my head up and looked at her in puzzlement..

officer: (she took a sample of boarding pass and showed me) see, this is boarding pass..
me: (innocent yet puzzled) oo? i dont have..
officer: u need to have boarding pass to board the plane

aiks.. i knew that fact..
me: oops.. i forgot to check in at ground floor.. sorry sorry i'll do it now

officer in broad smile: u better be fast, the counter's closing down very soon

i excused myself through the crowd.. took back my luggage and walked down to the ground floor.. another scan to have my luggage stamped so i'd get to check in the luggage..

officer: i tot u went up? what happen?

oops.. they noticed.. >.<

me: oo.. i forgot to check in..
officer in broad smile: u better be fast, the counter's closing down very soon

long long queue.. i din take the initiative to count, but i guessed it'd be around 40 humans before me.. after everything's been settled, i embarked to boarding hall at 1st floor (without luggage)..
i saw the officer, i waved to her with the boarding pass and smiled nodding.. she returned my smile amicably..

officer: (looking at my boarding pass) amy.. amy.. next time u gotta remember that u need to check in before u board the plane k..

oops.. so lame =.='''.. i knew that fact.. i jus forgot...

i've got myself an april fooled!

april fool aint fun.. but there aint need to be sorry.. it's jus that some ppl celebrate this occasion, and some dont.. and i jus happen to fall on the latter category.. i didnt even remember wat date is today.. it's really nth wrong.. so no sorry needed at all.. im jus a lame soul that is insusceptible on dates.. jus a lame soul that always goes haywire.. jus a lame soul that is always disoriented.. jus a lame soul that is not steady at times.. jus a lame soul that is jus lame..

it's really nothing wrong.

jus a while later, it's Good Friday, a day to commemorate the suffering and death of God for us. this day is spent in fasting, prayer, repentance, and meditation.. im so so sorry.. that im unable to go to church.. i'll remember this day.. thank u Lord..

ocean

It's time..

render unto the ocean the things that are of the ocean

fish belongs to the ocean; bird belongs to the sky

backpack (..hehe.. as if!...) and travelling alone.. finally.. bye bye everything..

isshh

'isshh........ she's so lame!! super lame!!'

dream?

Just a random story..

I've been looking for her for few days.. goodness, where is she.. she's not in her room, her house, backyard.. I should be looking harder.. maybe I should go further.. it's so cold outside the house, 3 freaking degress.. or perhaps subzero.. or maybe not.. putting on the thick attire, hat and gloves.. i embark from the house..

Passing by a lot of beautiful parks.. i stand amazed at the beautiful trees and the placid lake.. "move on, u gotta find her.." ok, i draw myself back.. i should get moving.. but where should i start finding? calling instinct.. "go wherever u r comfortable in..." ok, if instinct says so..

The pathway is leading up to a small hill.. maybe she would be there counting the stars.. but it's not night time now.. walking by the ample woods n trees, plants n flowers.. im finally here.. im standing on the grassy blanket of the peak.. the peak is glowing in resplendency, the flowers are beckoning in magnificence.. anyone could easily leave their hustle bustle minds behind, and blend together in this breathtaking sight. looking around apprehensively, i catch a familiar figure. she is there, yes she is there.. lying on the grassy carpet in solitary.. she idlely rests her watery eyes on the starry sky.. i lay down besides her..

She is stagnant, so i break the silence.. "I've been looking for u for days honey.. im very worried.."
Softly.. 'I'm very sorry..'
"Are you here for days already...?"
She nods.

'I'm upset.. i dunno what to do.. mindless and clueless, i'm running away.. i don wan anyone to be unhappy.. i didnt expect to see anyone here not even u..'
'I'm the cause of misery.. but tell me.. how.. how to minimize it..... and i.. i miss...'

"Are u coming back home with me..?"

'I dunno.. i dunno.. i really dunno.....'

It is snowing, now.. suddenly, she pointed out her right hand to a distance.. 'look.. 2 lambs strolling aimlessly on the velvety grass there, being so lame..'

I look.. the picturesque scene of the peak occupies the entire sight, and i could not see a single lamb..

'hey.. there, there is rainbow! snowing and i see rainbow!'

She turns to me and hugs me.. she cries heartily, and she cries everything all out..
'am i dreaming? why am i seeing all the good things altogether? or.. is it the.. end...?....'
'is there anything forever...?'

"I cant tell honey... believe it with ur heart..."
"...i guess... good friends are forever..."

"Are you coming back home with me, now..?"

'Pls.. let me stay here for a while.. let me ponder on what u said.. i'll go back with u once i've gained composure.. don worry..'