Searching the hole..

I met her one day.. she was silent.. her eye sights were still in the great horizon far far away.. so i felt it wise to just sit besides her.. we leaned our back against the immense rock.. the evening breeze gently brushed on our cheeks.. in front of us was a kingdom of ample resplendent sunflowers, gracefully bowing towards us, dancing wonderfully in our presence.. i gently closed my eyes, inhaled deeply the sweet fragrance of the flowers and the soothing breeze..

Suddenly she pointed towards the direction of the 2 sunflowers (1 big 1 smaller), they were very close to each other, and swaying beautifully by the cool breeze..

"They're lovely, arent they?" she suddenly voiced out.

"Yes indeed.." i replied her, smiling.

"They look like a couple.. they are dancing together.. and singing together.. it's sweet, isnt it?"

I turned to look at her.. her eyes were still on the 2 sunflowers.. her soft silky hair was caressing against her shoulders.. she's definitely gorgeous.. her eyes were filled with tears, struggling mightily not to let them fell.. i held her hands..

"It's ok dear.. I'm here.." i whispered.

She couldnt hold it any longer.. and burst into tears.. i let her sobbed like a baby.. yet she still looked adorable..

"I want to talk to him, but i really dont know what to say.. i'm afraid he doesnt want me to say anything, so i dont.. but.. but.. in the bottom of my heart, there are many words waiting to overflow from my mouth.. i want to tell him how i feel, how i miss him, how i still love him despite my broken heart, how i need him, how i want him.. but.. these words are locked in the deepest abyss of my heart, forever... sometimes i wonder if there are words locked inside of him too.. but i'll never know.. i'll never know.. i wish to know.." she stopped.. to grasp some fresh air.. my heart felt painful to see her like this.. i took out handkerchief, gradually moving over her teary-wrecked face..

"..he told me before.. whenever he misses me, he doesnt need to go far.. all he needs to do is to look inside his heart because that's where he can find me.." she clasped tightly on my hands.. i felt her pressure.. she turned to look at me.. with her eyes so innocent and watery..

"..where am i now?..."