tmr is very near..

im down.. not emotional, cos im conscious about what im down for.. many things contributed to it.. many many.. sometimes u jus feel hopeless.. u know u've done everything, but the outcome isnt what u've yearn for.. u feel sad, u feel sorrow, u feel hopeless.. don talk about "never give up" or "try again".. it's jus some sentences to carry on the conversation..

i dont wan to list them all out here.. it's more about my fren.. my good fellow colleague fren who's gonna tender her resignation letter tmr..

i met her for the first time in bintulu.. we r both from kch, yet we knew each other in bintulu. she was sent from kch to bintulu to help me out with stats. it was indeed a pretty tough time at that time.. all those complaints, blames, stress, work work work.. we've endured.

i remembered we stayed together while we were there. she likes cooking and she makes nice food. she cooked some chicken paste (i forgot the real name.. she always corrected me when i said that, but i still like to say it's chicken paste) for me.. brought to office or weekends at home.

one day, i had party and went back late. i slept the whole day till 4pm sth.. she was so shocked, cos she woke up in the morning, making breakfast.. then watched tv, did laundry, did reading.. then made lunch.. then watched tv.. then took a siesta. she woke up from her siesta and i was still nowhere to be found (still inside my bedroom!). she's got freaked out and called other colleagues.. they kept calling me, waking me up.. till i went out of the room, and she was relieved! there, she said.. this was the first time she ever knew a person could sleep so long.. we even mentioned about this again occasionally.

there are so many more that i couldnt manage to type them all out.. funny, crazy, funky, serious, ups and downs.

this evening, she said she's gonna tender her resignation letter tmr.. wah, i was in shocked! tmr?! even though she has said about this since last year.. but it has never came into mind for quite some time dy.. and suddenly.. it's tmr?!! she's leaving to overseas.. and we can hardly meet dy. and.. we can only talk during lunch when she's having breakfast there!

aiyo.. the current module is only involving me and her. if she leaves, i'll be alone. and i've no one to complaint anymore.. no one to say "yer deh~!" anymore.. oohh maybe still got two.. but no one gives the emotionless expression anymore.. haiyz

ohh no, so emotional.. but im truly happy for her.. reuniting with her hubby. i know she has complicated feelings.. happy to reunite with her hubby, but sad to leave her family. but going there is definitely a brilliant choice! gonna miss u girl.. u must be happy always, God bless u abundantly *hugs hugs*

ReaL Meaning of "poLarized"..

my post on suddenLy i kNow whaT "poLarized" is.. previously was having wrong conception.. and becos of this, my fren laughed his lung out.. and i've attended kingston's brief polarized class hahaha and now i know why he laughed out real hard..

i'll need to digest all the words and put them into words of my own understanding out from the "class".. but they were too many words.. ya.. ya.. i'll write the real meaning of "polarized" after i've digested them here.. will continue this post soon heheheheeeee...

suddenLy i kNow whaT "poLarized" is..

i've always heard of the word polarized.. but i've no idea what it means, and i don give a damn about it haha.. something to do with polar bear perhaps? or the cartoon polar express?..

it happened when i stepped into an optical shop.. and i could see most brands with tags of "polarized".. ok now, u've got me.. it's kind of intriguing my curiousity.. well.. i din ask though, jus feel that it would be lame to ask.. maybe my lip gloss was too thick that my lips were glued together, so it's not that i din wan to ask, it's becos i couldnt open my mouth..

SA: hi, would u like to try this on?

passing to me a specs with a "polarized" tag.. wooo.. seriously i din look like i din know wat "polarized" was, ok..

me: hehe.. why?

SA: u'll definitely see the differences.. look at this signboard, how many rows do u see?

ok la.. i've jus got to give him face.. cos he's quite friendly

me: it's two

SA: now u try this on.. how many can u see?

me: ee.. it's three! (it's guilty not to ask now..)... where does the extra row coming from?

ooh.. when i took down the specs n examined closely, there were actually 3 rows printed on the signboard but one of them had reflection so much so that it looked invisible from far

SA: look at the car parking over there (under the sun).. before u put it on, u cant see the interior of the car becos of the reflection.. but when u put it on, u will be able to see the interior.

wow, it has filtered all the reflections.. and with this specs, i would be able to look inside and know if anyone in the car besides me STARED at me or not.. then i would be able to decide to let them bypass me or not hahaha

sometimes it's hard to make decision on the road.. maybe i need this specs for help ^^ i've one, but this is different... hahaha so that means it's so-wrong if im not taking it!

now.. i suddenly know the meaning of "polarized" just like that hahaha and when u r wearing a polarized specs in a tinted car (even tinted glass as low as 5%) and look out, u would see some shades of rainbow!! im seeing rainbow everyday to and from work.. and it makes me happy.. and i'll be able to see if anyone stared or not hahaha

i've to take from this angle so that nobody from outside the car would figure i was taking pic!!! wakakaka :P

I smeLLed like duRians..

today.. i really smelled like a durian! serious! if u know me.. u know i cant stand durians.. my house was occupied with almost 20 durians, gigantic ones!! and they released some kind of particular chemicals in some invisible form that stimulated my nose sensations.. ya i almost fainted now, while writing this in the dining room.. so i gonna cut short with pics =P

i couldnt manage to take all of them.. cos my hands, nose, brain, legs, face, hair, whatever.. were not collaborating..

i contradicted my statement? it's really huge that i had to put it under my own "guiness world record"... the biggest durian i've ever touched.. oh gosh.. i really did touch!! the smell was pungent, but i sacrificed.. by holding it 8.68cm in front of me..

it's heavy.. look at the scale..

see.. see.. it's 5KG!!! 5kg * x = my weight!! ..oops.. my maths not good.. *lost* forget about this.

im drowning in the pool of durians......................................

LiOn is Out from ZOO ^^

Finally.. it's 40!! 40!! hooray, it's FREE FREE FREE!! Giraffee & HiPPo are such a cutie.. and im getting LiOn \^^/ yeah u heard me no wrong.. even thou LiOn is not on the top list of cuTies.. but who says i must get the cutesssttt one? hahaha im getting LiOn no matter wat.. cos... i like lehh~~!!

i cant really describe in words.. the excitement and satisfaction of the FREE redemption! it's not like.. when u wanna eat jagung, u jus go and buy jagung; it's like.. when u wanna eat jagung, u gotta plant, cultivate, crop.. with effort! my fren said it meant impulse spending on unneccessity.. but it's actually about spending and wrapping the purchased as xmas gifts last dec09.. generous donations from julie and allan.. bla bla bla hahaha

I had a great time with the helpful guardian SA.. she handed me 1 lion..

me: err.. this one looks like.. one eye big, one eye small eh?

SA: got meh?

ok.. changed..

me: err.. this one looks like.. head's flat eh?

SA: got meh?

ok.. changed.. then she might as well give me the whole box to choose.. hahaha im surprised they all looked the SAME!!!!!!!! okkk... lame lame... but they all really looked alike mahh...

finally this one's having this expression: it's me.. bring me back~ pls pls pls..

not to be forgotten.. giraffe, the fren ^^ of cos there shud be a group photo hahaha

*** fRenShip FoReveR ***

and of cos.. i gotta have a group photo with my new pet too ♥ LiOn ♥

Young man & Old man

On a very beautiful day.. there was a young man riding on his two-a-penny motorcycle on the highway. as he was enjoying the breeze off his face, he noticed an old man riding on his exclusive harley davidson.. besides him..

the old man turned to the young man and asked in a husky voice..
old man: young man, have u ever ride on a harley davidson?

feeling insulted, the young man ignored the old man.. and rode faster.. overpassing the old man..

the young man then realized the old man took on a faster speed and overpassed him.. never did he expect that the old man rode to the end of the highway, and made a U-turn back towards his direction..!

now, the old man was besides the young man again..

old man: young man, have u ever ride on a harley davidson?

feeling that the old man was arrogant, the young man ignored the old man.. and rode faster.. overpassing the old man..

he din know if the old man has overpassed him or not.. he jus din bother..

a few minutes later, he saw an accident ahead of him.. a man was lying besides his harley davidson. being a kind-hearted young man, he had to stop his ride and helped out in the incident..

he held the head of the man, and realized that he was the arrogant old man!

for the first time, he opened his mouth: you..?! why you..?!

old man: young man.. i was trying to ask if u ever ride on a harley davidson, becos i dunno where the brake is...

Visit to GambIer StReet 02.01.10

i've always been wanting to go to Gambier Street.. i've actually planned to go during that weekend.. but unfortunately it was burnt down jus few days before that weekend.. kuching heritage, suddenly perished.. and i havent even step on it yet :~(

nevertheless, i still reckon i must at least go and have a look.. therefore on that weekend as well, we went to kepo kepo...

tummy's calling.. guess we jus need to attend to the call hehehe

me: i want ang tao peng and rojak, with air con.. u girls think ^.^

girls... cracking head..

finally, we landed up somewhere in Palm Garden.. browsing through the menu, i would like to try all.. but we had limited storage..

we: we want ang tao peng, cendu, and ABC.. and rojak.. that's all

hrm.. cucur looks tempting hor?

me: im super hungry.. i thk i can eat a lot..

okie.. give us cucur pls..

the waitress jotted down and when she wanna walked away..

hrm.. salad youtiao is also alluring hor?

me: im super hungry.. i thk i can eat a lot..

okie.. give us salad youtiao pls..

*yummy yummy.. Look, my tam chiak fren 141 hahaha don drool~ :P

we really had more than enough.. super FULL~!! and it's really really super super FULL~!!

This makes my day hAhA

salesman: hi, is anyone of u here parents with kids? im introducing this educational material for ur kids

coll: no, we dont have kids

salesman: ohh? none of u are parents?

coll: no

then salesman left...

coll: how to be parents when u dont have kids

me: why cant the parents have no kids?

coll: then it's NOT called parents lahhh =.='''

..............oOoOoOoOoOoOoohhh...................

My First Handmade Bracelet ^^

me: hey look, i bought this.. guess how much?

mam: hrm.. 10+?

pap: say 20+?

popo: wow so lovely, it'll be at least 50!

me: hohohohohoho wa jin cia hua hee eh lehh.. i made it myself!!!

all: wow~!.....................(a very long, awkward silence).......................................................................................... Cin EH MEH??!!??

*pliang pliang pliang.. crystal heart broken hahaha =.=''' need to doubt de meh~

w@lking towards 2010..

fren: hey, it's new year tmr.. finally u can write the same old resolution like last year's \^^/
me: mine will be different ^^
fren: like what?
me: i'll change the 2009 to 2010 ^^


What can one do while waiting for the time to go out... hahaha here's a suggestion.. syok sendiri with ur hp~ =p sweeaatt~ being vain can be a good hobby to utilize idle time hahaha
Had a scrumptious and delectable meal.. ^^ it's too yummy beyond description but no pics.. lost the camera's battery, yeah.. captured in my brain =P

luscious meal, groovy companions, great ambience ^^ we aint doing it usual countdown.. we headed out of town.. hahaha we had a SKY OF FIREWORKS!!! ^^