The 500g little creature!!

aiyoo.. i saw a big fat juicy cockroach in the loo, jus besides the door.. im afraid to go in, but it aint moving anywhere. it's stagnant there, but i know perfectly it's alive.. cos its antenna and its legs are swaying..

i really want to go washroom.. how ah.. how ah..

shhoo shhoo.. ehh it's so stubborn! still stagnant.. but he heard me!! his antenna and legs are really moving!!

i cant believe a-500g-little-creature can scare a-44kg-big-girl here!!! #$#$^$%&$*

but.. i still need the loo.........

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1 hour later............

ehh.. the 500g-little-creature is still there?!! what is he trying to do?! trying to conquer my territory? iisshh.......

war knights say.. "if u cant defeat ur enemy through battlefront, change your strategy."

strategic plan.. okok, i know what to do kekeke

hip x2 hooray

Yday i received a call from a postman.

Postman: Are you Amy? Is xxx ur house number?
Me: Yes. Why?
Postman: I've something for you.
Me: Huh? From where?
Postman: Ooo.. I'm from Kuching :)

... =.=''' like i dunno... [i meant the parcel oo..]

¸.•*´¨` SUrPriSe~!!!!! ´¨`*•.

It made my day!
Im drowning in the pool of choccy!!
and among many other surprises kekekee ^^
so sweet and touching, yeah im not gonna share here
hip hip hooray~ yippie~

..if im getting a pimple, i will know the culprit.. kakaka.. but who can resist this =P~
ahh who cares, im loving it!..

¸.•*´¨` ThAnKs bestie!!! ´¨`*•.

meaningless.. a chasing after the wind

meaningless

a chasing after the wind

What does a man gain from all his labor at which he toils under the sun?

Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever.

The sun rises and the sun sets, and hurries back to where it rises.

The wind blows to the south and turns to the north, round and round it goes, ever returning on its course.

All streams flow into the sea, yet the sea is never full.

To the place the streams come from, there they return again.

All things are wearisome, more than one can say.

The eye never has enough of seeing, nor the ear has its fill of hearing.

What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again, there is nothing new under the sun.

What is twisted cannot be straightened, what is lacking cannot be counted.

The wise man has eyes in his head, while the fool walks in the darkness, but i came to realize that the same fate overtakes them both.

Whoever loves money never has money enough, whoever loves wealth is never satisfied with his income.

As goods increase, so do those who consume them.

The end of the matter is better than its beginning, and patience is better than pride.

Wisdom is a shelter as money is a shelter, but the advantage of knowledge is this: that wisdom preserves the life of its possessor.

Wisdom makes one wise man more powerful than ten rulers in a city.

Do not pay attention to every word people say, or you may hear your servant cursing you, for you know in your heart that many times you yourself have cursed others.

The more the words, the less the meaning, and how does that profit anyone?

sincere wish..

..last year..

one of the youth had an accident, just one day before my bday, he was struck by an arrow in his neck.. he was in comma, in ICU, emergency.. few centimetres below, he would lost his life.. few centimetres above, he would not be able to talk for the rest of his life..

bday's candles were lighting up, swaying gracefully.. i closed my eyes, made a deep sincere wish.. i prayed for guardian angels to be with him, combating the atrocious accident and pain together with him, let him gain conscious, let him awake, let him be alive, let him stay healthy..

god granted my sincere wish.. and of cos many ppl's earnest wishes..

..this year..

it might not be a matter of life and death.. but it matters a lot to me, it's family bond. i know what i will wish for.. besides trying ur best to work things out, putting faith and trust.. togetherness is the vision.. pls never ever give up easily.. i will make this solemn wish, i will sincerely pray.. this is what i'll wish for..

•♥• Thank you ALL LOVELY ANGELS •♥•

If there is anything better than to be loved, it is loving. We have experienced your love and friendship by your presence and wishes for us on our day and all the days. For this, we lovingly thank you!

•♥• Thank you Parents, Relatives and Friends for helping out almost all in the Preparations!

•♥• Thank you Church for allowing us to use the facilities freely!
•♥• Thank you Church (Revd. Stephen Wong, Revd. Kenny, Uncle Matthew, Auntie Helen, etc.) for proof reading of the Service Booklet and rehearsal!
•♥• Thank you Musicians (Uncle Lawrence, Uncle Clarence, Uncle Patrick, Justin, John Mark) for taking out time for the rehearsal and practise!
•♥• Thank you Control (Ian) for controlling the electrical facilities, projectors, microphones, speakers, lighting, etc.. and also for converting the Service Booklet into a readable and projectable format!
•♥• Thank you Readers (Uncle Lawrence, Auntie Elanor, Sarah Jane) for Scripture/Gospel Reading!
•♥• Thank you Ushers for the friendly Ushers!
•♥• Thank you Youth for the lovely and touching surprising decorations of MultiPurpose Hall (Level3) till 11.30pm the night before!
•♥• Thank you HomeCell Members (Philipi) and Church Members for helping out before, during and after the day unconditionally!
•♥• Thank you All Church Members (English and Chinese Ministries) for involving, helping out and reviewing the Service Booklet, Program Flow, Time, Refreshment, and Venue!
•♥• Thank you Ah EEs for making the savoring Cakes and Fingerfood!
•♥• Thank you Allen for being the super nice and pro Photographer, from day to night!
•♥• Thank you Alex for being the sweet sweet Videographer, from day to night!
•♥• Thank you Sian Hui for being the thoughtful and hilarious all-time Driver!
•♥• Thank you Jonathan for making us such a memorable and endearing Video!
•♥• Thank you Jing Lee for being the Wedding Decorator and beautifully decorating the inner Church and building awesome Arch!

•♥• Thank you Chi Muis for being with us and preparing the Games!
•♥• Thank you Heng Tais for being with us, sporting and combating the Games!
•♥• Thank you All Heng Tais Chi Muis for arriving at desired destinations before the sun rises!

•♥• Thank you All Funky Insanity for flying from Melaka and Singapore to Kuching!
•♥• Thank you All of u for travelling afar from Other Lands or Homes to witness our Holy Matrimony and Celebrations!

•♥• Thank you Julie for making the themed Pink & siLver lovely Ring Pillow, Chi Mui Bracelet and Usher Corsage!
•♥• Thank you Jackie Tan & Shirly for the wonderful big Couple Bears gift, from Melaka by air!
•♥• Thank you Yap & Quinnie for making the wonderful Pictures Slideshow for us, from KL by air!
•♥• Thank you Uncle Yong & Auntie Grace & Elaine & Caroline for the wonderful meaningful Glass Plaque!
•♥• Thank you Funky Insanity for the Colored-sand Picture, with autographed commitments!
•♥• Thank you Audrey for the mysterious Wedding & Bday Gift!
•♥• Thank you Lawrence for the beautiful handmade frame and keychains!
•♥• Thank you San San for the super early Wishes.. too bad she booked her family vacation ticket before the confirmation of the day.. she was not here but her thought was!
•♥• Thank you Cyrene & Manel for the super early Wishes.. too bad they couldnt attend becos they were and are in Spain, happy wedding to both of u too!
•♥• Thank you Sim for making a memorable comical Video pertaining the good old days when I was in Bintulu!

•♥• Thank you Our Brothers (Freddy, Billy, Allan) for the Super Fat Ang Pao!
•♥• Thank you Allan & LeeLee for being the sweetest Bridesmaid & Bestman!
•♥• Thank you Koko & SC for being the awesome Co-ordinator for the whole event!

◘ Thank you to those who were there with us, and those who were not there with us.. for all the Wishes and Blessings via SMS, Calls, Cards, Email, Facebook, MSN, YM.. sorry if we are unable to reply all messages, but we truly appreciate from the bottom of our hearts and would like to extend a big big THANK YOU to all of you!! HuGGies •♥•

Thank you for being with us, in thoughts and in hearts!

•♥• Love •♥• is not A BIG THING, it is A MILLION LITTLE THINGS! We have experienced the million, billion, trillion little things that all of you have showered upon us all these while.

We are sincerely touched and we thank God that He blesses us with so many •♥• Angels •♥• [all of you - presence or absence - FRIENDS & FAMILIES]!!

Thank you, thank you and a big big THANK YOU for making our day so special! •♥•


P/S: Pls forgive us that we were unable to entertain everyone on that day, and pls forgive us if we careless-mindedly miss out thanking anyone here.. but pls remember, we are blessed to know all of you, and sincerely thank you •♥•


Hugs & Kisses from,
Jackie & aMy
•♥• Day 28.05.2010 •♥•

if..

.:: some thoughts from some articles ::.

how to not remember.. when it's already been engraved into the memory deeply

how to not cry.. when i look back at pictures filled with laughters, i cry instead

how to not heartpain.. when u rather hurt urself than letting me know

how to not heartbreak.. when u rather let me go than holding me dearly

how to not hurt.. when even in my dreams, we are holding hands tightly

how to stop missing u.. when what u do is constantly swimming in my mind

how to stop thinking about u.. when whenever, whichever, whatever i see, it's all about u

how to stop concerning u.. when there's long silence, i lost my mind

how to stop caring.. when i rather secretly sorrowfully hurt than knowing u losing a smile

how to forget.. when u r the first one to appear in my mind for everything that i wanna share with

if u are given another chance.. will u still fall..

if im not falling for u.. then i dont have sorrows

if im not falling for u.. there's no misery of losing u

if im not falling for u.. then i wont give u my whole heart

if im not falling for u.. i wont feel so depressed for not being able to be together with u forever

if im not falling for u.. i wont feel so helpless and hopeless and lifeless

if im not falling for u.. i wont feel life is so meaningless

if im not falling for u.. then i wont lose myself and have hard time finding it back

if one day i say..
if there's another chance again, i will not fall for u.. will u be able to understand my feeling?

no i dont, cos there's no that one day.

Paws of friendshiP

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind..

"Pooh", he whispered.

"Yes, Piglet?"

"Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw..

"I just wanted to be sure of you."