disoriented..

Things have got kinda disoriented today.. [one should seriously get enough sleep hahahahaha]

1. woke up late.. and quickly rushed to office

colleague: why is your hair in a mess?
me: yameh? (quickly brushed through with fingers.. i havent actually used comb since i've had my wavy hair).. i jus woke up and rushed here..


2. car parked in front of office building..

previously i've done some little research that indicated.. [upon reverse parking condition] parking opposite office building is slightly cooler than parking in front of office building.. but today i parked in front of office building, couldnt bother about the heat or temperature anymore..


3. typed email.. and sent TO MYSELF!

i was still wondering.. why did the email come back to me..? ishhh...


4. wanted to send sms to my pap, but my fren received it instead

fren: im not your pap la..
me: ooppss...


5. talked to different person on different things

fren: huh? i dont get u..
me: ooppss...


6. it's 10 minutes after 5pm, and boss was still in office.. no sign of leaving..

me: boss, go back la..
boss: so fast meh?
me: yala, go back la..
boss: ok la..


7. missed yoga

wondering in car (from office back to home..): should i attend yoga tonight? yes? no? yes? no? ohh.. i must not go.. else i would be sleeping in yoga class, it's disrespect then..


so today i should keep everything slow.. to my surprise, i actually managed to figure out the issue (thanks to coll too) that had been lying for few days since last week.. kakaka still productive~ hahahaa

and the moment i reached home... ai seh~ the dining table was occupied by KeropoKs!! what a nice scene to beckon me back home ^^

LiOn ^^

if u say LiOn is not cute.. think again hahahaha look at the mane, it's sooooo cool~!! hahahaha

tmr is very near..

im down.. not emotional, cos im conscious about what im down for.. many things contributed to it.. many many.. sometimes u jus feel hopeless.. u know u've done everything, but the outcome isnt what u've yearn for.. u feel sad, u feel sorrow, u feel hopeless.. don talk about "never give up" or "try again".. it's jus some sentences to carry on the conversation..

i dont wan to list them all out here.. it's more about my fren.. my good fellow colleague fren who's gonna tender her resignation letter tmr..

i met her for the first time in bintulu.. we r both from kch, yet we knew each other in bintulu. she was sent from kch to bintulu to help me out with stats. it was indeed a pretty tough time at that time.. all those complaints, blames, stress, work work work.. we've endured.

i remembered we stayed together while we were there. she likes cooking and she makes nice food. she cooked some chicken paste (i forgot the real name.. she always corrected me when i said that, but i still like to say it's chicken paste) for me.. brought to office or weekends at home.

one day, i had party and went back late. i slept the whole day till 4pm sth.. she was so shocked, cos she woke up in the morning, making breakfast.. then watched tv, did laundry, did reading.. then made lunch.. then watched tv.. then took a siesta. she woke up from her siesta and i was still nowhere to be found (still inside my bedroom!). she's got freaked out and called other colleagues.. they kept calling me, waking me up.. till i went out of the room, and she was relieved! there, she said.. this was the first time she ever knew a person could sleep so long.. we even mentioned about this again occasionally.

there are so many more that i couldnt manage to type them all out.. funny, crazy, funky, serious, ups and downs.

this evening, she said she's gonna tender her resignation letter tmr.. wah, i was in shocked! tmr?! even though she has said about this since last year.. but it has never came into mind for quite some time dy.. and suddenly.. it's tmr?!! she's leaving to overseas.. and we can hardly meet dy. and.. we can only talk during lunch when she's having breakfast there!

aiyo.. the current module is only involving me and her. if she leaves, i'll be alone. and i've no one to complaint anymore.. no one to say "yer deh~!" anymore.. oohh maybe still got two.. but no one gives the emotionless expression anymore.. haiyz

ohh no, so emotional.. but im truly happy for her.. reuniting with her hubby. i know she has complicated feelings.. happy to reunite with her hubby, but sad to leave her family. but going there is definitely a brilliant choice! gonna miss u girl.. u must be happy always, God bless u abundantly *hugs hugs*

ReaL Meaning of "poLarized"..

my post on suddenLy i kNow whaT "poLarized" is.. previously was having wrong conception.. and becos of this, my fren laughed his lung out.. and i've attended kingston's brief polarized class hahaha and now i know why he laughed out real hard..

i'll need to digest all the words and put them into words of my own understanding out from the "class".. but they were too many words.. ya.. ya.. i'll write the real meaning of "polarized" after i've digested them here.. will continue this post soon heheheheeeee...

suddenLy i kNow whaT "poLarized" is..

i've always heard of the word polarized.. but i've no idea what it means, and i don give a damn about it haha.. something to do with polar bear perhaps? or the cartoon polar express?..

it happened when i stepped into an optical shop.. and i could see most brands with tags of "polarized".. ok now, u've got me.. it's kind of intriguing my curiousity.. well.. i din ask though, jus feel that it would be lame to ask.. maybe my lip gloss was too thick that my lips were glued together, so it's not that i din wan to ask, it's becos i couldnt open my mouth..

SA: hi, would u like to try this on?

passing to me a specs with a "polarized" tag.. wooo.. seriously i din look like i din know wat "polarized" was, ok..

me: hehe.. why?

SA: u'll definitely see the differences.. look at this signboard, how many rows do u see?

ok la.. i've jus got to give him face.. cos he's quite friendly

me: it's two

SA: now u try this on.. how many can u see?

me: ee.. it's three! (it's guilty not to ask now..)... where does the extra row coming from?

ooh.. when i took down the specs n examined closely, there were actually 3 rows printed on the signboard but one of them had reflection so much so that it looked invisible from far

SA: look at the car parking over there (under the sun).. before u put it on, u cant see the interior of the car becos of the reflection.. but when u put it on, u will be able to see the interior.

wow, it has filtered all the reflections.. and with this specs, i would be able to look inside and know if anyone in the car besides me STARED at me or not.. then i would be able to decide to let them bypass me or not hahaha

sometimes it's hard to make decision on the road.. maybe i need this specs for help ^^ i've one, but this is different... hahaha so that means it's so-wrong if im not taking it!

now.. i suddenly know the meaning of "polarized" just like that hahaha and when u r wearing a polarized specs in a tinted car (even tinted glass as low as 5%) and look out, u would see some shades of rainbow!! im seeing rainbow everyday to and from work.. and it makes me happy.. and i'll be able to see if anyone stared or not hahaha

i've to take from this angle so that nobody from outside the car would figure i was taking pic!!! wakakaka :P

I smeLLed like duRians..

today.. i really smelled like a durian! serious! if u know me.. u know i cant stand durians.. my house was occupied with almost 20 durians, gigantic ones!! and they released some kind of particular chemicals in some invisible form that stimulated my nose sensations.. ya i almost fainted now, while writing this in the dining room.. so i gonna cut short with pics =P

i couldnt manage to take all of them.. cos my hands, nose, brain, legs, face, hair, whatever.. were not collaborating..

i contradicted my statement? it's really huge that i had to put it under my own "guiness world record"... the biggest durian i've ever touched.. oh gosh.. i really did touch!! the smell was pungent, but i sacrificed.. by holding it 8.68cm in front of me..

it's heavy.. look at the scale..

see.. see.. it's 5KG!!! 5kg * x = my weight!! ..oops.. my maths not good.. *lost* forget about this.

im drowning in the pool of durians......................................

LiOn is Out from ZOO ^^

Finally.. it's 40!! 40!! hooray, it's FREE FREE FREE!! Giraffee & HiPPo are such a cutie.. and im getting LiOn \^^/ yeah u heard me no wrong.. even thou LiOn is not on the top list of cuTies.. but who says i must get the cutesssttt one? hahaha im getting LiOn no matter wat.. cos... i like lehh~~!!

i cant really describe in words.. the excitement and satisfaction of the FREE redemption! it's not like.. when u wanna eat jagung, u jus go and buy jagung; it's like.. when u wanna eat jagung, u gotta plant, cultivate, crop.. with effort! my fren said it meant impulse spending on unneccessity.. but it's actually about spending and wrapping the purchased as xmas gifts last dec09.. generous donations from julie and allan.. bla bla bla hahaha

I had a great time with the helpful guardian SA.. she handed me 1 lion..

me: err.. this one looks like.. one eye big, one eye small eh?

SA: got meh?

ok.. changed..

me: err.. this one looks like.. head's flat eh?

SA: got meh?

ok.. changed.. then she might as well give me the whole box to choose.. hahaha im surprised they all looked the SAME!!!!!!!! okkk... lame lame... but they all really looked alike mahh...

finally this one's having this expression: it's me.. bring me back~ pls pls pls..

not to be forgotten.. giraffe, the fren ^^ of cos there shud be a group photo hahaha

*** fRenShip FoReveR ***

and of cos.. i gotta have a group photo with my new pet too ♥ LiOn ♥