i've ample things to express, but im lost at words.. i've limited vocabs.. i searched but found none that i could verbally express perfectly.. diary i wanna talk to u yday but i didnt come n look for u.. i was thinking i could tell u a lot when i come n look for u now, but it's jus speechless.. ahh this is so weird! u know what i wanna say or not?
diary i've been so busy.. why hor.. sometimes u jus don understand what life is.. what is the purpose.. working working working, making money making money making money, chilling out chilling out chilling out, happy happy happy, sad sad sad, weird weird weird.. what r we doing here? getting busy from morning till night then sleep, and having the same repetitious itinerary.. sit down idle n think.. what am i doing? what is this all about? what is time? what is this? what is that? who am i?.. i think Mother Teresa could explain about life, but she aint here anymore.. i dunno Mother Teresa personally, but i think u rock!
human memory can store forever.. 10 years, 7 years, 1 year.. no expiry.. sorry mr bill, ur creation is finite and could go corrupted or formatted. but human memory is amazingly awesome.. it stores visibly yet invisibly, distinctively yet vaguely, quintessentially yet obscurely.. pieces could be collected n regained, at times.. how amazing!
and time flies in a blink of eyes.. reminiscing the moments when i was still a little squirt n go on..n go on.. it's jus like yesterday's! ok maybe not yesterday.. that's pretty exaggerating.. well figure of speech haha. well.. diary, ppl always complain time passes like nobody business.. but sometimes when it's jus passed, say for a week, u actually feel it to be few centuries.. a lot longer than jus merely a week.. so this is called time flies or time halts har?
and the time it elapses for anticipation seems to take forever.. esp things that u've been excited and looking forward to.. cant wait for the time to arrive.. hoping the time comes faster.. but in the bottom of the heart, u know (or maybe the excitement is way too immense that u choose not to know) that once u've that anticipation and excitement right in front of u.. it's gonna fade in a while, and that, takes only a blink of eyes.. diary it's so contradicting u know.. wishing it fast to come, slow during arrival, and stop at part.. it takes so much preparation of excitement for a short anticipation n it ends.. so this is called happy time passes faster har?
haha.. human is such a complicated and sophisticated creature, hard to understand eh~ i don think u do understand, cos u r jus a diary.. wonder if u've got brain or mind to ponder? ooh no.. that's lame.. i'll leave ur brain alone.
the weather has been gloomy since a couple of sunshine days last week.. everytime u look at the sky, it's portraying melancholy.. it's such a somber little thing haha.. the sky is also a very emotional being.. utterly unpredictable!! scorching hot at this moment.. raining cats n dogs the next.. raining not only cats n dogs, elephants n lions too.. the whole animals in zoo r coming out, raining!!
randomly took pics.. this camera is such a dear fren~
:: the air is filled with high density of moist (been raining.. where r u sunshine?).. that they 'chose' with no option to be wet in the bathroom..
:: opposite waterfront.. the building 'domiciles' itself comfortably in that big 'region'
:: waterfront (..careful.. there's water in front..)
:: Ipoh Town Kopitiam White Coffee in Kch.. how does Kch Town Cafe Black Milk in Ipoh sound?
:: this is lovely.. the jelly babies were initially pettily minute and solid hard before being contacted with water.. put the jelly babies into the pretty jar, filling up approximately 10.8893% of the jar.. pour a measurable volume of water into the jar (not filling up the whole jar la..).. observe.. observe.. patiently.. they grow! they grew! they are growing! they were glowing! they have grown!! see.. aint them lovely?~
:: this is such a dearie.. u talk to it, it plays u music.. it plays depending on ur mood.. great fren to talk with, in different medium of language.. thanks to the marvellous invention!
:: it's so tempting.. so alluring.. i can easily finish it with ease, i've a born talent in eating choc :P~ (should i be proud of this born talent?..) but i havent unsealed it yet.. consumable food = once consumed, it's perished.. mm seh tak eat..
:: same 'choc theory' as abovementioned.. though this can be found easily.. but still mm seh tak eat..
:: limited edition kit kat dark choc.. it's seasonal, and i think can only be found in airport.. mm seh tak eat..
:: look how small the cleanser could be..
:: mr buffett has really got an awesome book there! the points are concise.. n u cannot read it stupidly.. i give 4 thumbs up (why 4? oo.. 2 thumbs on the hands, and 2 thumbs on the feet.. hence, 4!) it leaves ur mind to linger.. can also be used for intellectual arguments
diary.. don laugh.. i know i've typed a whole lot n u've been listening a whole lot, but i was saying i was speechless right..? it's still speechless.. to flip through the whole dictionary i couldnt find a suitable word..if u come to life diary i would have plenty more to talk on, if im able to find any descriptive words.. ehh, cannot ehh...!!! u r a diary.. if u come to life, i would be scared till pengsan.. the idea was absolutely eerie!! ok, forget what i've mentioned ya.. u better don come to life, jus be a diary.. thanks.. *even though u r a diary.. a lifeless one.. but still u r sweet~ thanks*
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